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2010-08-14T10:01:00.000-07:00

Finally, I'm back! =)

Hmm.. I viewed back my previous post, it was about my first day working in Adidas shop.

And today, i want to do closing which is my last day in Adidas. haha XD

I am now as free as bird & my life is getting back to normal.

I don't know whether i can use to the normal life as i already use to the busy life.

When i was still working, i have to wake up early, come back late.

Almost everyday OT. I have no life at all actually. My days all spent in work.

No matter how i have to get rid of it. Normal life is the life that i wanted during when i'm still working.

Normal life is the life that suppose to be my life. My responsibilities are waiting for me, queuing up for me =)

I still have 3 more weeks to go before back to study life.

I have to fully utilize my 3 weeks. My trip has been cancelled so i think i have to find something useful to replace it.

How i wish i could go for holiday even though is a small trip but now is gone =(

Never mind, think positive and everything will be fine =)

Happy Go Lucky! =)

-doR-

Embarrassed =(

2010-06-08T07:18:00.000-07:00

Unwanted incident happen to me today.

Gosh! I don't like it very much.

I feel so embarrassed today. Honestly.

I BLACKOUT!! CAN YOU LISTEN IT??

Ya, i collapse today due to lack of sleep.

Lack of sleep may weaken your productivity.

So, my advise to you guys is never sleep late whenever there are activities going on next day.

You may collapse like me or you may feel uncomfortable in the activities.

One of my reason i collapse is lack of sleep and actually there is still another one.

I can't take the pressure. I can't breath smoothly and suddenly i can't see anything.

Ergh!! I'm so embarrassed to story you guys.

Never mind, i told to myself.

The incident taught me lessons. Never ever sleep late again!!!!

Sigh to myself =(

Get use of it =)

2010-06-03T08:24:00.000-07:00

MmMm.. After a week of work in Adidas shop, i think i'm starting to get use of the environment.

I keep push myself towards positive thinking.

MmM.. Positive thinking really can make your day.

Enjoy every single things you have now, you will feel like everything goes smoothly without notification. Yes! Without your notification! Slowly you can remember things easily, try every single chance you got, do the best to make yourself happy. Lastly indulge yourself with some reward. Good huh?

Ya, negative thinking will only make things even worse. You can't do things well, you always feel like a failure. I said this because i went through. No doubt! Is true!

So, whenever you have negative thinking, just pull your friend to sit with you, or you can blog to blow away those negative thinking.

Get up from the place you fall. One day you will step on the road of success.

Meaningful right? hahaha.. I "syiok sendiri"!! muahaha..

Anyway, thank you for accompany me through reading my blog =)

Wish you guys alway have positive thinking to make things work =)

-doR-

My first day of Promoter.

2010-05-24T07:36:00.000-07:00

OMG! Finally i got the chance to sit.

I really really exhausted.

Today is my very first day for my PROMOTER job.

& Im freaking "love" it so so so much!

I stand whole day from 10.45am to 10pm, in between there were lunch and dinner break, so i stand approximately 9 hours.

Wee..break my record! See, im so freaking "love" my job.

There are 4 colleagues & today 1 off, the other two are the so call recognized promoter.

Ah ha! Here come the story. The first one name Ah Pei, and she is quite nice and i think she is a mom. She will teach me whenever she feel like teaching me and i will ask her whenever i got problem. This is what i judge from the cover of the book.

Now, the 2nd one, her name is Ah Fen! Oh! She is freaking so "good". She taught me like a baby. Ok, fine i accept it as i am new. Even say welcome to the customers she need to explain and explain and explain. See, im like a baby that don't even know how to greet customer with just two words, welcome & thank you =) Unlike Ah Pei, she just told me once & I just knock my head means i understand now =) Ok, that Ah Fen, she even satirized me! Oh..so good. She satirized me on my life. & she kept shows her "smiley" face to me. Today is my first day, and you didn't teach me properly everything but you teach me in other nonsense stuff and at last you show me your "smiley" face.

I plan to work till end of August & now i change my mind. I really can't stand it as need to stand long hours. I really feel tired after work. I don't want my holiday to be this useful. Actually is meaningless. I said i don't want to work if i come back to hometown, but i can't, is too boring and i need money as well. So, i got to force myself =( Honestly, I'm not happy.

Oh ya! Today whole day i meet some funny customers, some friendly some 584 customers.

Funny customer:

He kept chat with me while waiting for his friend to try out the clothes. & he said if we bought the shirt, can you please give me the football poster with your (ME) signature? I was like huh? Why? I replied if i sign then the poster will be no valued as my signature not value. But he said is hard to get signature from Adidas worker. He is odd. XD

Friendly customer:

I don't know why i will communicate with him in english. I was so happy as he is my first customer to speak in english. He is a Malay and he speak back english with me. He is friendly. & he also said im friendly too. He has make my day, not all actually. Half la...hee

He bought 3 set of socks which cost RM49.90 but he requested to swap RM50 as he want to join contest. Haha..and that Ah Fen agreed and i think at last the supervisor not agreed with what ah Fen did.

584 customer:

He bought a sandal from me. He tried it and bought it directly. At first, he wore that pair of sandal and walk the whole shop. I follow him to wait for any request. Mm..he sat down and ask me "you cina kah malayu?" I said saya cina. Climax part! He said: Cantik la you, i suka tengok you. I was shock and i feel disgusting. Since that he kept ask me can i be your boyfriend? Why i can't be your boyfriend? You got boyfriend. I feel uncomfortable man. Then he continue to walk and i continue to follow him silently. He suddenly said tak ada apa, saya cuma nak tengok you. I nak sandal ni saja. I even feel uncomfortable. Before he off, once again, cantik la you, suka tengok you. I just smile and him and said thank you, please come again. =) OMG! Will you guys feel uncomfortable if you serve this kind of customer?? yewwww...

My leg, oO la la..so pain T__T

I really have make up my mind that i will work till July & August i gonna have break.

I need a pair of sport shoes to comfort my toes!!!!!!!

This is how i feel now =(

I don't Know

2010-05-21T05:17:00.000-07:00

I don't know. I really don't know. Everyone deserve one more chance no matter how. Do i deserve any? or the chance that i deserve i've already used it and i don't realize it at all? Everything, i follow as given, i seldom disobey.

Sometimes i would like to be strong, don't want to show any tear of mine to anyone. But sometimes the tear could not stay, it would just drop whenever i feel sad.

Sometimes i would like to hide everything, smile to everything and act like nothing, act like i can take it. But sometimes i can't. I really can't. I need to get it out. I need some break. I need to do what i like.

Sometimes i would like to share my thought. But there is no one understand me. There is no one would like to listen. There is no one to take it.

Sometimes i would like to be treated equally. But there will be unequal happen.

Sometimes i really doubt. Really doubt.

I need some fresh air.

I need strong win.

I need laughter.

I need hug.

I need ....

I want to breathe to fresh up myself.

I want to shout loud & let the strong win blow them away.

I want distress myself from the laughter to get happiness.

I want let my tear drop till satisfied & get some warmth from the hug.

I want .....

I'm Lost.

-doR-

Never give and pull back the hope.

2010-05-20T09:28:00.000-07:00

Recently, something unhappy happened on me.

& let me experience and learn something.

"If you never want to give that fellow any hope at all, don't give any hope at the very first time.

If you give and pull back the hope from fellow, it will be hurt. "

This is what i have experienced and learned.

I've also just learn that, wrong communication may lead to conflict.

So, pick the right communication no matter with your friends, classmates or even your family.

& now, i've only knew that i sometimes don't trust communication at all.

Communication doesn't seem works for me.

So, sometimes i would like to choose to be silence.

Ya, silence. I know that is not good but in some situation you can find that it is actually good and make the situation goes win-win.

These are all that i can share. So, pick whatever that is right, suit for you =)

-dor-

Good Luck to Everyone =)

2010-05-07T02:53:00.000-07:00

One more paper to go to end my 2nd year degree.

m so suffering right now in preparing for my last paper.

Ya, although the lecturer provide some tips to us..

but...

it just help me half =(

the time i left really not much

how m i going to cop all the chapter that will be coming out in the exam??

m so scare and helpless.

where should i seek for help at this time??

i would like to be turn into robot and sat whole day and night to do for my revision

sigh, i couldn't do so as well as unable..

once i start to do my revision, m starting to be sleepy

& that is why m here to blog

no matter how, i also have to go through this hardship...

and i will try my very best to complete my 2nd year and proceed to my final year

wish me luck guys =)

& m here to wish everyone luck to no matter in what =)

Good Luck & Cheer =) *hugs*

-dor-

i dislike it

2010-05-01T08:22:00.000-07:00

i dislike it i dislike it i dislike it i dislike it i dislike it

I REALLY DISLIKE IT!!

Good Luck =)

2010-04-22T07:34:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I've done my first cw.

& there is still one more to go but time that i've left not much =(

Ya, although I've done and a bit fastest among my friends, but i have a strong feeling that my work is like a mess!

Totally mess!! I don't know what am i produce. =(

I've told myself --- is ok, done what you have done. should concentrate on another cw.

Good Luck to Myself "wink"

& my friends as well =)

invisible

2010-04-21T09:24:00.000-07:00

treated invisibly... cool?

Remain silence

2010-04-19T00:46:00.000-07:00

I just want to remain silence.
Not feel like care so much.
I wish to stop it!
Wish to shout out loud & let the wind blow away!

Im not who am i

2010-04-18T01:45:00.000-07:00

I'm not who am I.
Indeed. I don't know what playing in my mind.
I need some air refreshment to free my mind.
Refresh myself.
If i were a computer, so wish to just click an refresh icon.
Then everything will be fresh and brand new.

I love the wind to hit on my face and free my mind =)

-doR-

unstable

2010-04-09T00:31:00.000-07:00

Recently, my hostel move in one elder lady at age around 40 - 50.
At 1st, we thought she is nice and easy going person, but all turn the other way round.
1 day, she came to us and told us that she wanted to share the new gas because she wanted to boil her chinese medicine.
So, we said we will inform her.
The day has come, she told us that she had already bought new TWO gas but not one.
We got shocked, she told us that she don't have any contact number from anyone of us.
But, according to my housemate, she had gave her the contact number before the incident, why did she said she don't have any?
Then she keep asking us that how are we going to pay for the gas? NO! actually she first asked usually how much you guys bought for the gas?? If we didn't tell you how much, so what are going to tell us??
Fine, i said, we plan to divide this way, the elder lady paid RM10, and then the other two room will pay RM12.
She pause. OK! She kept crab all the nonsense and refuse to respond.
Fine, i kept quiet. Then she said we divide into 5 person, then she will paid extra RM5.
Guys, count and see. Whats the different between the plan with her taught?? OK, fine! If count so, she will only need to pay RM9.40. Different in only RM0.60.
Then i told her is actually the same. Same concept.
But she can't accept it. She felt that she pay the most.
Hey, you are the one that need to use a lot. You need to boil your medicine, and not for a while, is for some times. We just use for drinking water.
Because of this, she ask pay us more. Of course we refused as we don't use much, if we used much, yes we can do so.
I don't understand her, why must she bother with this 60 cent and make the whole thing go serious???
She said she don't mind anymore, but she kept disturb my housemate, and said my roommate and i not an easy going person, unreasonable person.
Since she kept disturbing, my friend and i decided to personally paid her RM5 and make it everyone fair.
My thought was instead of paying her RM5, we pay her! When wanna pay her, wow! Drama again!
She said don't care anymore, what has paid mean paid!
Oh yeah! Why do you still kept bother my housemate????
ERGH!!
I don't know!! This is my very first time being so rude to the elder!!!
I don't want to do so but she forced me!!
Ya, honestly, i've been shouted at her. I don't know why i did that...
Honestly, i really don't know...
Just feel that i can't communicate nicely with her at all! Seriously, at all!!
Everything was being too late now, what happened had happened...
I really just can let it be this way.
Is OK! She can think that I'm unreasonable, irrational or whatever!
Just go away from my life!! I don't want to continue being so rude with you!
Seriously, I do really feel guilty after this incident.
I know that i should not treat her this way, just i can't control myself...
Should change my attitude now!
What i can do now is just shut up no matter in what incident.
Just hope that i can really do so.
I'm trying to be positive now.
Just help me get rid of this =(

I'm under stress in everything.

-dor0

slap me pls

2010-03-26T09:23:00.000-07:00

Today, my mind keep playing my mid-term papers...
am really disappointed in myself...
Keep thinking why am i getting so weak??
Where is my concentration? Where is my study mood? Where are I myself?
Ergh!! I don't want to be like this...
am finding hard myself...
I should not fool around..should cut down all activities..
I should pay more concentration and get myself back ...
Wish there is someone that can slap me awake!!

"slap me" !!

But i really need fresh air to fresh myself...
Make myself not too stress, think positive...
Hot whether really make get frustrated easily...irritating whether!!

-dor-

Again!!

2010-03-24T09:33:00.000-07:00

OK, AGAIN!! I SCREW UP ANOTHER PAPER FOR MID-TERM!!
HUGE DISAPPOINTMENT ON MYSELF!!
why am i so STUPID?? ergh!!

But... i spend my time in red box with my friends + new friend who from Turkey..
Mmm, he is an easy going person, and tell us lots of thing...
Learn something new from him =) He had shocked us especially in red-box, haha...
He know "su da lui", "ni shi wo de yan", nobody, sorry sorry and one more is he knows how to sing "BUKAN CINTA BIASA"!! shocked huh?? He can pronounce malay words correctly..Mmm, not bad =)

Funny thing happened was, he told us that he wanted to try pancake which we usually call it "apom".
Then we told him the name that we usually called, and he pronounced it as "apong"!! Hahahaha...
All of us laugh and he was so curious and ask us why, then we explain to him..
Then he asked us to teach him how to pronounce it, we said "A-POM"..and he kept repeating the words, sound funny XD

There are actually still lots to story but im so so so so sleepy and going to bed soon..

Today, i really disappointed on myself and also enjoy myself...
Just don't know how to describe it =(

Will be very busy on the following weeks, rushing assignments, presentation and final too @.@

IM TIRED!!

Good!!

2010-03-22T23:10:00.000-07:00

OK, I SCREW UP MY FIRST PAPER FOR MID-TERM!!
GOOD FOR ME!! >.<

SICK!!

2010-02-09T01:19:00.000-08:00

Oh yea! Sickness is surrounding me now >.< Good for me now because CNY is around the corner. Sigh...I really hate the whether. Once the whether turn summer OR hot, my skin will get dry, very dry, especially my lips. Though is night, the whether still hot and make me sweat for the whole night. Ok, sound like over, but is true, real true. Just feel uncomfortable with the whether now. Hope i will get recover ASAP!!

Oh ya! Just remembered that yesterday went for swimming with my friends, and that time is around 4smth. Mmm..i think one of the purpose im getting sick is because i swim at this hour. One more thing T.T, after the swim, my skin getting darker now!! Don't like it!! >.< Im so jealous peoples around me, they with their fair skin, charm look, nice hair, nice body line. Im so wish to be like them one day =(. I can right?? Qualify?? Im telling myself to keep fit yet i ate non-stop. FOOD really kill me huh?! But FOOD cure my hungry tummy XD. I just can't control myself...hahah XD

Since the day i started my college life, i found out that this sem really make my life feel meaningless. MmmM..the subjects we taking now, the Lecutres we having now, classmates...just everything doesn't goes well. Just don't know why?? But no matter how, i need to continue my study and this is the last sem for my second year degree. I really need to be very hardworking now. HOpe that im not just promise with empty cup and will do as i what have i promise to myself. zzzzz.... After that i will be going to my 3rd year degree which is also my final year of my degree study. Mmm...so wish that there is anyone kind enough to sponsor me to UK finish my degree, not much actually. Just RM80K for 9 months...hahaha XD but is actually expensive to my family finance...haiz =( Is ok, i can further my study next time when i work. =) Wish to study oversea with my own money one day =) mmm...wish me k?? haha..XD

Anyway, wish everyone HAPPY CNY. Live happily and done everything well in the whole year of TIGER year =)

Lovesss.

a song for you

2010-01-17T17:26:00.000-08:00

Just Stand Up

All:
Everything will be alright, yeah

Beyoncé:
The heart is stronger
Than you think
It's like it can go
Through anything
And even when you think
It can't it finds a way
To still push on
Though

Carrie Underwood:
Sometimes
You want to run away
Ain't got the patience
For the pain
And if you
Don't believe it
Look into
Your heart
The beat goes on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through
Whatever
If you fall
Dust it off
Don't let up

Nicole Scherzinger:
Don't you know
You can go
Be your own miracle

Beyoncé:
You need to know

Chorus (All):
If the mind
Keeps thinking
You've had enough
But the heart
Keeps telling you
Don't give up
Who are we to be
Questioning
Wondering what is what
Don't give up
Through it all
Just stand up

Fergie:
It's like
We all have better days
Problems getting all up
In your face

Leona Lewis:
Just because
You go through it

Fergie:
Don't mean it got
To take control, no

Leona Lewis:
You ain't gotta find
No hiding place

Keyshia Cole:
Because the heart
Can beat the hate

Leona Lewis:
Don't wanna
Let your mind
Keep playin' you

Keyshia Cole:
And sayin' you
Can't go on

Rihanna:
I'm tellin' you

Rihanna/Miley Cyrus:
Things get better
Through whatever
If you fall
Dust if off
Don't let up

Natasha Bedingfield:
Don't you know you
Can go
Be your own
Miracle

Carrie Underwood:
You need to know

(Chorus-All)

Mary J. Blige:
You don't gotta be
A prisoner
In your mind

Ciara:
If you fall
Dust it off

Mary J. Blige:
You can live your life

Rihanna/Carrie Underwood:
Yeah

Mary J. Blige:
Let your heart
Be your guide

Rihanna/Carrie:
Yeah, yeah, yeah

Mariah Carey:
And you will know
That you're good
If you trust in the good

Ashanti:
Everything
Will be alright, yeah
Light up the dark
If you follow your heart

Mary J. Blige:
And it will get better

Mariah Carey:
Through whatever

(Chorus-All) x2

Fergie:
You got it in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
You got in now
Find it within now
You got in you
Find it within
Find it within you
Find it within

All:
Through it all
Just stand up

Hope you get recover soon

2010-01-17T17:04:00.000-08:00

Last 2days, which is Friday & Saturday,i had make my accompaniment with my cousin in hospital which is KMC. This is my very first time staying in hospital taking care of my cousin. She was admitted to hospital on Friday as she get sick, real sick. Before that, everything is just so secret, ya, very secret until i don't know what is going on. Until thursday night, i knew it from my Melaka cousin, she told me everything. But actually, i had did so guessing on this issue. And everyting turn out to be real. I can't accept the fact yet the patient. She is even more can't accept the fact. As her dearest cousin, i told my cousins everyone must be stronger than her to support, and help her. Ya, although the day staying in hospital is really awful, but i still insist to make my accompaniment with because i want to give her my fully support to her and told her that everyone of us love you very much! Indeed. We really do love you very very much and especially my lovely dad, he loves you the most. And my mom keep finding ways to help you, cook you meal to make your day more shine. The first day in hospital, i can see her very worry, unhappy and she is actually insist don't want us to accompany her. But we insist to accompany her so at last she agree to let me alone make my accompaniment so that i could give some help when she needed. I couldn't give any help but my support, ya, my support will cheer her up, let her know that i care for her. I help her to the toilet in the late midnight, make her water and etc. The 2nd day, she is getting better than the first day. I chat with her on my studies, my brother, baking bread to help her stay happy and not alone. Her sick, very secret, real secret even my grandma, she also don't know. My parents don't want let grandma to worry on her as grandma also loves her. I just hope that she can get fully recover after than. Im still waiting for your cake, i loves the cake she bake, especially the chocolater cheese, you promise to bake for me. So, get recover a.f.a.p, i will wait for you =) I want to say I LOVE YOU to you.

你会如何决择呢??

2010-01-13T04:45:00.000-08:00

A very meaningful short story, is real in our real life...how you think?

你开着一辆车。
在一个暴风雨的晚上。
你经过一个车站。
有三个人正在焦急的等公共汽车。 
一个是快要临死的老人，他需要马上去医院。
一个是医生，他曾救过你的命，你做梦都想报答他。
还有一个女人/男人，她/他是你做梦都想嫁/娶的人，也许错过就没有了。
但你的车只能在坐下一个人，你会如何选择？
我不知道这是不是一个对你性格的测试, 因为每一个回答都有他自己的原因。
老人快要死了，你首先应该先救他。
你也想让那个医生上车，因为他救过你，这是个好机会报答他。
还有就是你的梦中情人。错过了这个机会。你可能永远不能遇到一个让
你这么心动的人了。


在200个应征者中，只有一个人被雇佣了，他并没有解释他的理由，他只是说了以下的话：

'给医生车钥匙，让他带着老人去医院，而我则留下来陪我的梦中情人一起等公车!'
每个人都认为以上的回答是最好的，但没有一个人一开始就想到。

小哲理：
是否是因为我们从未想过要放弃我们手中已经拥有的优势（车钥匙）? 有时，如果我们能放弃一些我们的固执，狭隘，和一些优势的话，我们可能会得到更多。

减肥大作战

2009-12-28T00:24:00.000-08:00

最近刚考完，在考试期间，自己爆肥啦！
现在要开始减肥大作战啦！
尤其是下半身。。这时我面对的最大困扰。。=(
还有现在在筹备新年的衣服，尺寸也越来越大了。。
自己也吓了一大跳。。
常常都很羡慕人家的曲线，细腿。。希望自己也有。。
所以，趁现在假期。。自己上网找了资料。。

如何瘦腿才有效，瘦腿的方法有很多，不过有人想要瘦大腿，而有一些人则需要瘦小腿。今天我们专门来学习如何瘦小腿。其实能使腿部和臀部得到锻炼的最有效的增氧健身运动是行走、骑自行车、越野滑雪、爬楼梯。

　　跑步

跑步也是消耗热量的好方法，但对于大腿很粗胖的人来说却不是最佳选择。因为这些人会发现跑步很艰难也很不舒服，就不愿意坚持下去。而采用行走与跑步相结合的方法就好得多。当您不感到艰难时，可以适当增加跑步而减少行走。

　　游泳

游泳也是一项全身性增氧运动、但游泳对大腿的使用不是太多。如果你想在游泳池中健美大腿。可以在浅水中行走，或者穿着救生衣在深水处行走。水的天然阻力会使你的大腿得到强有力的锻炼。这种锻炼效果是在马路上所得不到的。

每天锻炼30分

为了使大腿减肥，每次锻炼需30分钟。每周至少3―5次。坚持中等以下及中等强度的锻炼。即达到最大锻炼强度的60%，可以消耗更多的脂肪。如果你觉得维持这种锻炼水平有些吃力，可以先从小运动量进行。然后再慢慢加强。还可以在锻炼强度和时间上灵活掌握。若锻炼强度较低且较容易进行，可增加锻炼的时间就消耗脂肪的情况来说，行走1小时和跑步20分钟的效果是相同的。

　　进行大腿健美的局部运动

伸展运动是使大腿健美的最有效的一种方法：两臀下垂，―腿屈膝下蹲，背部保持挺直、另―腿向后伸直至与地面平行；或者在同―位置，另一条腿向侧伸直，直至与身体成90度角，试着在每一条腿上做3组（每组10次）这种运动这种锻炼也可以在身体站立时进行，―腿站立并保持身体挺直。另一条腿侧伸和向后伸、尽量使大腿平直且与地面平行。伸腿运动也可侧身进行。在床上或地板上身体平直地侧卧，―腿紧靠地板，另―腿向上抬起，直至该腿与身体成45度角。然后将上腿以45度角支撑在一个桌子或椅子上。再抬起紧靠地板的下腿使其与上腿并拢。这种锻炼能增强大腿的内外侧肌肉，而不是像以往只锻炼外侧肌肉，从而保持了大腿的平衡性和对称性。

　　在你掌握了伸腿运动后，可以试着做一些“跨步走”向前大跨一步。直至后膝离地面15厘米左右，然后再向前迈另一腿。开始时最好每腿做两组10次这种动作。然后逐渐增加次数与其它的锻炼―样，可以先慢

这是我从上网找到的资料。。。空闲的时候可以试试看哦！记得哦，世上没有女人，只有懒女人。如果懒惰减肥就不会成功了。。。加油哦！

5th December

2009-12-05T06:36:00.000-08:00

i had a very bad cough...
i don't like it..
is hurting my throat...ergh!!
it cough during midnight and night too!!
sigh...i don't like to take medicine but i hope it can heal a.f.a.p
today is my lovely sister and my lovely friend birthday...
5th December, their birthday fall on the same day...so coincidence..haha
wish both of you happy birthday and have the best one...
may you guys wishes come true...stay young and pretty =)
love you guys..although keep fighting with my sis, but you are still my lovely sis...
happy 16th to my sis, and 20th to my "lao gu" friend, hial ann...haha

unhappy

2009-11-21T02:51:00.000-08:00

I am not happy !
Really unhappy....

虚假。。。

2009-11-02T22:42:00.000-08:00

最近觉得到身边的人都恐怖好虚假。。
区区只是学院生都能这么的恐怖和虚假。。。
面前跟你有说有笑，背后狠狠的一刀刺你。。
还没出社会就这么的虚假了。。
这样算不算半只脚已踏入了社会呢？
也许吧。。这样我不是已经在锻炼自己也要虚假才能继续生存下去？？
没有一个人可以真正让你信任。。。怎么这么恐怖？
也许你们会觉得我小题大作但事实就是这样。。。
大家都是为了自己。。。大家都这么自私。。。
自己有好东西就快点藏起来，别人有好东西就要去拿利益。。
一瞬间让我看到这样的场面有点不能适应。。。但是这就是人的本性。。。
无论如何都得去接受。。。要让自己更好跟坚强。。
不然永远都会是位失落后者。。会让人家欺负。。。
好人可以当但不是每次都当。。。这都只是为了要保护自己。。。
今天早上和朋友谈了这话题，真的，我真的觉得好恐怖。。
原来我身边的人都是让人这样的惊讶。。。
所以，我也要学会不要太容易相信人家了。。

除了在学校看到这些，我也觉得到常常好像自己和朋友都会被人家拿来当沙包，利用。。
我们的生命好像在被他掌握着。。生气就飙车，开心就跟我们有说有笑，心情不好就摆脸色给我们看！样样都要计较。。。这样你不会辛苦吗？我们都觉得好辛苦。。这算不算虚假？？
奇怪，我们有这样笨吗?是不是我们比较好利用？？

好多疑问。。。
单纯的虚假 vs 虚假原来都有这样大的差别。。。

Bankrupt =S

2009-10-31T02:24:00.000-07:00

I've bankrupt!! I've spent almost RM1++ for friend's presents..
Quite numbers of friends of mine was born in this October...
haiz..the amount is my a week plus allowance...
If my parents do know about this, sure get kill by them...
Although i've spent so much money for the presents but i truly wish my friends have a very Happy Birthday =) love you guys =)
Now i still owe my friend, i think i have to starve for this coming week... eat bread for whole week..hahaha..
I will return AFAP, don't worry =)

Last week i screw my examination especially Management Accounting...die loooo
i don't think i do well in IB too...die die die
Now i have to work hard for my coursework and final exam... but i'm not in coursework mood ='(
how?? Please help me.... hope all the info i find can be use....!!

Good Luck buddies!!

a sharing of song =)

2009-09-27T06:15:00.000-07:00

-NEVER BE REPLACED-1st Lady
[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you,
Yes i do.
Ill be with you aslong as you want me to,
Until the end of time.
From the day i met you i knew we'd be together.
And now i know i want to be with you forever, i want to marry you and i want to have
your kids.
Thinking can never compare to the feeling of your kisses.

I can say im truely happy till this day.
You make me thank god that i live my life every day.
Theres never been a doubt in my mind that id regret ever having you by my side.
But if the day comes that i have to let you go
I think theres something i should probably let you know,
Enjoyed everday that i spent with you and i will miss you cause im happy that i had
you at all.

[Chorus]
Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I feel for you yes i do
I'll be with you as long as you want me to
Until the end of time

i do love this song very much especially the meaning of the lyrics...enjoy it =)

Rocovering..weee

2009-09-24T07:02:00.000-07:00

Is been sometimes i've never get sick...
recently, i get sick due to the whether i guess..
consequence of not drinking much sky juice...haha
so, my friends out there should drink more water, don't get sick =)
the whether really nutz..sigh
sometimes toooo hot, sometimes rain...
because of this our body can't really get use to the whether...
our globe is sick too ='(
we should protect if not we got no where to live and sit infront of our lappie to blog...haha
but no worry friends, i'm recovering now =)
Mmm...recently, im also busy searching information for our class debate...
is my first debate in my lifetime...wooo...
wondering how the debate will go...but i don't think i can do it well..
although is a small debate, but actually it helps me a lot..
i gain more knowledge...i love searching actually but sometimes laziness stop me...eeee

oh ya! my debate ques :
"Is the existing international governance sufficient for the world economy needs? "
our statement is : NO

mm...any information can tell me o...muahaha
at first this question spin me around..make me so blur...
after i've phoned up my senior to explain to me, thn only i understand ...im dude huh??haha
ok, i think should stop now and get back to my research =)
weeeee.....

除了谢谢还是谢谢。。。=）

2009-08-05T02:16:00.000-07:00

昨天是我二十岁的生日。。。
我之前所担心的“惊喜”也都一一发生啦。。
有点吓到他们为我准备的一切。。。
一切都是“惊喜”。。
幸好我有做好些心里准备。。。
但是我还是有点吓到啦。。。
我很开心，虽然不是很想要什么“惊喜”。。。
老师和全班同学都为我唱生日歌。。好害羞。。
原本没这么多人知道是本小姐的生日。。
都是我那一班高笑朋友，一一都拿红鸡蛋往我头敲。。。
敲到我的头都有些头疼，不过我不会怪他们啦。。
这是他们为我准备的。。谢谢大家哦 =）
晚上，我们去gasoline吃晚餐。。
我知道他们一定会有什么怪主意。。
他们都在悄悄的。。
只是我万万没想到来得这么突然。。哈哈
当他们把蛋糕端上来时，我有点吓到了。。
我还偷偷落泪了呢。。。
我真的很感动。。谢谢朋友们。。
好爱你们哦。。。真的真的很感谢你们。。
好，我回家又赚钱还是存钱。。
倒是轮到我来请你们。。。这是我对你们的约定。。
如果没做到就不要送我礼物还是不要祝福好了。。。
好吧？？嘻嘻。。。
但是我还是坚持以后不要再有什么“惊喜”了啦。。
我真的会受不了呢。。。
哦！这次的礼物真的很丰富。。我都好喜欢。。。
谢谢你们！！一共有十九位朋友合起来送我的。。。
~wendy
~joo ann
~kai li
~ai phing
~kuan huay
~cynthia
~jia hui
~sin wei
~soo khim
~chin yee
~vivien
~hock choon
~chor yew
~sean
~han leng
~choon jin
~yao sern
~tommy
~aaron
再次谢谢你们。。。没有你们就没有这么开心的二十岁的生日。。
我除了谢谢还是谢谢。。我都知道自己好烦。。
但是这才是真真的自己嘛。。。谢谢哦。。嘻嘻。。。

这是敲头的红鸡蛋哦。。。

爱心生日蛋糕。。。

其中一张拥抱照。。。

美女们。。。。

美女2

可爱全家福。。哈哈

这就是我喜欢的礼物咯。。=）

谢谢，朋友们。。。=）

讨厌 “惊喜”。。。。

2009-08-02T00:05:00.000-07:00

今天大约凌晨2am才睡。。。
我和朋友聊天，分享彼此的快乐与愚蠢。。。
我听你的，你听我的。。
那些意见进步自己。。不错吧？嘻嘻。。
今年的生日，我没特别想要什么。。
就小小声祝福我就可以了。。
因我还没有做好心里准备要踏入二十。。
我告诉朋友说最近不想要 “惊喜” 。。。
就害怕它。。
朋友问道为什么。。
我突然就有种不想要它，觉得好恐怖。。。
我会不知所措，会想要挖个洞砖进去。。。
这里说完我们就睡啦。。。
我睡得很入眠，好像睡了好久。。
就在大约凌晨三点多，电话突然响了。。
我心里想的是闹钟但不知为什么我会拿起来听。。。
我在布情形之下听那通电话。。
“哈罗。。。。。”，我就是这样迷迷糊糊说。。
在我应象里，那通电话发出了怪音。。。
恐怖的声音。。。我从睡眠从迷糊中吓醒啦！
我呆住啦，我看着电话。。。把它按掉，把手机丢回原位。。
自己觉得好恐怖。。再拿起电话看。。
是陌生电话。。看着时间，三点多但没注意几时。。
三点多，心想看错了吧因觉得自己好像睡了好久。。
不知为什么，我会关掉看下时间。。
才三点多？！！怎么啦？心里不断问自己。。发生什么事？
心里突然冷了起来，毛骨悚然。。。
问问自己刚才接到什么电话？
吓醒啦！睡不着啦。。看到朋友睡得很甜，不忍心吵醒。。
但叫她，转过来的是我的朋友吗？
被单盖起自己，害怕了。。闭起眼睛不想不想。。
心里就觉得好乱。。幸好最后还是睡了。。。
早上起来还是很怕。。。很怕。。
才说不想要什么“惊喜”，现在接到。。
是不是很恐怖？也许你会觉得我多想了。。
我也希望。。。可是三点多啊。。是什么时间？？？？？
我告诉了朋友，安慰自己。。
是那些 “死小孩”（闽南语），喝醉了乱玩。。
还告诉自己，平时不做亏心事，半夜不怕鬼敲门。。
这句听乐越来越有意思。。。
我现在很确定的告诉自己，我讨厌什么 “惊喜”。。。
生日快要到啦，真不希望会有。。。
我怕啦。。。！！

我应该不要再想了，晚上就要去TAO,auto city吃个痛快！！XD
但是现在，我很饿。。。
那老头还没回家。。快回吧！
想要煮完热汤喝。。。饶了我们吧。。。

不想长大。。。

2009-08-01T08:37:00.000-07:00

好久都没更新了。。。好多灰尘吧？
不知为什么突然有一种想用华语来表达。。。
应该会比较有感情吧??也许也比较容易表达吧？
最近心情怕怕的。。
好不想长大好不想面对残酷又虚假的世界。。。
我知道这是不可能避免的但心里还是不想要。。
踏入二十，应该才是人生的开始吧？
二十，应该是一个充满活跃又多姿多彩的生活。。
好多事情还有东西要做。。。
也许很多人都会觉得我好奇怪。。
都会说怕什么？
我很享受一头的生活。。
我也不知道我想要说什么。。
觉得自己真是烂透了。。
好没意思吧？？
我应该要开始学会接受还有接纳这踏入二十的生活了。。。
不要想太多。。。要往前冲，对吧？
最近不知为什么会有一种概念，就是。。
“不理不说不想” 的概念。。。
也许是身边的一切才会令我有这样的想法。。。
我觉得这样人生才会开心。。
不理会别人怎么想你还是怎样的。。
不理会别人怎么看你。。
不理会别人怎么说。。
也不理去怎么看人，说人。。
就管好自己的生活就好了。。
你越想越理，太多事要忙，这样就透不到气，人生就不会开心。。
自己的事也会管不好。。。
以前我都是身旁的开心果，现在还是吗？
我常看到身边的人开心，我自己也会很开心。。就不知为什么。。。
其实要身边人开心，自己就要先开心。。对吧?嘻嘻。。。
感觉好像写太多了。。越写就越怪。。。

sorry and happy birthday to you....

2009-06-03T09:26:00.000-07:00

i break my promise...
but i break due to some inconvinience ...
sorry...
i really want to celebrate with you....
i promise to replace it back when i got the chance...
you are always in my hear...
i just want to say 520 forever...
happy birthday to you....

=doR=

可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手

2009-05-31T06:56:00.000-07:00

i found out that this quite meaningful...

爱一个人，要了解，也要开解；
要道歉，也要道谢；
要认错，也要改错；
要体贴，也要体谅；
是接受，而不是忍受；
是宽容，而不是纵容；
是支持，而不是支配；
是慰问，而不是质问；
倾诉，而不是控诉；
是难忘，而不是遗忘；
是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；
是为对方默默祈求，而不是向对方诸多要求；
可以浪漫，但不要浪费；
可以随时牵手，但不要随便分手。

is very true..."break" is not a good word for a relationship..
it should not be often use
it hurts a relationship
love should have
trustworthy among each other
things are dead but human is alive...
we can change things from bad to good...

wish everyone appreaciate the love one, forever love...=)

extremely tired yet happy.....

2009-05-26T08:15:00.000-07:00

tired tired tired....
but..i was happy these two days...
a group of friends of mine came to alor star...
they are :
~Cynthia
~Kai li
~Aipeng
~Xu Wen
~James
~Hock Choon
~Chor Yew
~Aaron
mm..this time, we don't seem went to so many places..
first day, we went to gua kelam and padang besar
mm..im quite disappointed in gua kelam trip...
nth fun over there..may be just the unique of the gua..
gua kelam = the darkness cave
quite dark inside but there are lights...
ok, thought will spent time for whole day in gua kelam..
because of the disappointment, we just went for an hour plus ...
then we headed to padang besar..
haha...at least we end up bought some souvenirs ...
not waste...
mm...we went to eat lobak as our dinner and tom yam again for supper...
wahkaka...we like hungry ghost...
2nd day, plan to wake up at around 8 something...
but end up, im the only one wake up, and the rest 9am...
so, waiting for everyone to get ready and we depart at around 11 something...
we went to have famous hokkien mee near sentosa as our breakfast..
after that, we went to sultan galery, if not mistaken...
inside quite nice and funny was we need to take off our shoes before we get in...
and my friends learned about sultan..hahahaha
after that, we went to pekan rabu buy doi doi...
and we went to "hua tuo guan" to have our lunch...
mmm...penangite never eat before lemak laksa...haha
Aipeng called it as curry mee laksa...wahkaka
nvm, at least she said nice...
and the funniest was Chor Yew...omb(buddha)
he came to alor star to eat chicken chop?????
hahaha...he also laugh...he eat chicken chop twice a day..
i don't know is he feel like wanted to eat or don't know what to eat so end up with chicken chop..
nvm..i use the "knife" pointed at him and ask him wheter want to come again to alor star???
wahkaka..im so indeed bad huh??
oh ya...around 4 something...we went to darul aman park...
we play bot...haha
the whether extremely hot!!! my feet, oh no..got the shape of my slipper...
can you imagine how black my skin change after half an hour ride????????
the sun....oh no..feel like fainted...
nvm..we enjoy..i think?? haha
5 bots ride together by holding each other...hahahahha
mm...went to gemilang at jalan pegawai there...
wow...first time eat RM1++ beside the road..haha
we eat burger + western food...
suprisingly, they said next time they want to come again to this gemilang store...
seem like they enjoying the meal...not bad huh???
after tht, my friend went back to their home sweet home..
they reached home safely...no worry
photos not with me...
will be upload them when i get them..hehe
wait ya...be patient..keke...
i hope they really do enjoy themselfve over here
and feel like wanted to come back again...good huh???
hehe....tired tired tired..is time to bed....

-doR-

britain got talent

2009-05-16T08:10:00.000-07:00

ok, recently im so free..
free till don't know what should i do...sigh
but i love to serve youtube..
mm..i guess u guys know about "britain got talent" huh??
i love dancing, unfortunately i do not know how to dance..haha
i want to share some dancing clip with u guys..
erm, sorry, don't have the embed, so i just put in the web add..
just copy and paste them and watch them...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rMrl4GHhRjk
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MPcGy77Gru8

is cool...

-dor-

love story + vivi la vida

2009-05-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

mm..today nothing can be share..
but there is one video i want to share to you guys...
those who love this song "love story by taylor swift" and "vivi la vida by coldplay"..
is in piano and violin version..perfect match..
this clip introduce by my sis...

2009-05-10T04:01:00.000-07:00

finally, i can blog..
erm..actually want to blog it y'day but my bro using the internet..
ok, now want to share my story for y'day night (9th may 2009)
my cousin phone me and ask me to accompany him and my girl (ann) to our sir's house..
mm..my second time visit for him..
this time we end up with a story..
scary, unbelievable, sad, shock and etc..
many kinds of feeling i can't described..
while im listening to the story, my tears..but i can handle it, my tears never drown down..
i really have a big shocked..
i feel insecure although is non of my business..
i feel like providing my 100% warm, blissful hug for ah boy..i really do want to do so..
he has a bad mother..but no matter how bad the mother, she still his mother..
no one can replace...i guess forgiveness will seen in here..
we are worry for ah boy's youngest brother..
he with his mom now...
sir don't know where his wife has took his youngest son to..
his wife is in hurry for divorce..i don't know why..
sir has treated her so well..ya, which couple never fight??
after fight, everything is fine...
sir never hurt her at all..i know, sir still love her..although he sometimes will hate her..
why?why?why? i just don't know why...
she is a mother to two children and wife to a responsibility husband..
why must she act this way? why she don't believe own husband..??
just too many why appear when i think of the story..
is just unbelievable...if you guys feel so lost..
view back my very last blog..then click in the link..
he want to share his story with everyone..
we can't do anything...
all we can do is just always stay beside him, support him, help him whenever he needs..
no matter how much wrong his wife did, he still will forgive her..
and now he is waiting for her to come back..
please go back to home-sweet-home...they need you..ah boy need you...
he will never hurt you..because he is your lovely husband, caring husband...
he will forgive you...

*love must have trustworthy so that a relationship can be last long"

-doR-

we will support you forever...

2009-05-08T08:17:00.000-07:00

today, i went to my secondary tuition teacher's son birthday party..
i was so shocked when i first saw sir..
he is so thin, and i nearly can't recognize him..
his smile was not so cheerful compared to the past..
im so wish i could give my help..
ah boy, also not so cheerful as the past...
ah boy is not a big boy..cute and easy going little boy..
i also wish i could help him when he needs us..
i know everyone of us will always support and give help anytime to our lovely sir, Mr. Lai...
evening, he sent me a msg...

" i have updated my blog
http://ah-q-spirit.blogspot.com
pls help me to spread this
this is the only help u may do for me
i am just helpless
but the road still need to strong to walk through, tq "

so, those were Mr. Lai ex students, pls do pay a visit to link..
or u may view this link from my blogspot, on your left hand side
a name wrote Mr. Lai, just click in and you can read the blog...

here to wish sir be tough no matter in what situation..
we are always there to give help and support you...
be cheerful...

and lastly, i also want to wish ah boy "Happy Birthday"...
stay healthy and strong and also always be cheerful..

ya, life still needs to go on no matter what situation you facing..
just always be strong and not to give up easily...
friends will always beside you to give you support and help...

-doR-

let me go

2009-04-21T09:04:00.000-07:00

coursework..
just free me..
i really tired and stress..

-doR-

blank....

2009-04-15T09:30:00.000-07:00

today so moody...
just don't know why...
don't know what was playing in my mind...
may be stress..or..
sigh..i don't know..
I'm just so blank now..
just need him now....

tired..struggling..stress

2009-04-12T09:18:00.000-07:00

im tired!

im struggling!

im stress!

this is all because of coursework...

i feel like want to quit..

-doR-

don't ever salute to gangsterism...

2009-04-06T02:45:00.000-07:00

ok..another ridiculous thing happen today

you will also feel ridiculous...

it happen to one of my classmate..i just can tell is a he or mr

when he came into class and prepare to open his laptop..

suddenly the most hated guy came in with a weird and hated expression..

ok, i called him as gangster..

the gangster walked to the place where my classmate sit which not far from my place..

gangster ask mr to put down his thing, so mr do as the gangster asked..

then the gangster suddenly shift mr's chair and said face to me!!

the argument or gangsterism began..

the gangster don't know bla what..

and all of us got shocked..and look at the drama..

we feel so....

ok, back to the story..the gangster mention about gf la..

what who talk bad of gangster and gf la...

because of tht gangste and gf relationship turn red..

come on, this is between u and yr gf..

if you two relationship is base on rumours, so whats the point you two been together??

if just one rumour tht can make your relationship turn red, then ur relationsip have no trusthworthy..

am i right???

back to story, then mr said i don't know what r u talking about..

gangster said i nvr do you anything, why should you do tht??

mr was in confusing condition..mr still can't catch what is going on??

gangster said i heard ppl said is you spread rumours..

mr said who the felows?? spread what rumours??? why should i spread????

hey! come on!! if tht ppl said is mr spread, then how can u be so sure is our classs mr????

where and what is the evidence???

don't ever do smth tht no prove...what a shame you know???

tht gangster warn mr...said what i got gang..don't ever do me anything to me..

wow! so what???!! once we spread you mis use yur muscle man, your future gone k!!!

and the gangster also said he has lots of probs, so what should you care on this small matter??

and tht shaun, wtf you are..when gangster ask him to say what he heard the rumours, he can't even tell anything..

what a shameful..u r a law student, i guess u should tht b4 u say anthing, you should be have evidence??

what a shameful..i don't study law i also know..and you???sigh for you..

after tht drama, lecturers got into the class and ask what is going on..

and mr stay silence.y?y?y? he ask us not to say anything..

after tht, i ask him y..he tell me don't wana make thing complicated..

no! is just an excuse..if you nvr stood out, gangster will hv another time..

we should stood up and beat down gangster..

he still insist to be silence..i can't stand for it..i feel so unfair..

i was in emotion, i cried and last..

and everyone tought i got scare or anything..but actually im not..

but i still thanks to my caring classmates, thanks for the care and try to cheer me up..

ergh! my tear got seen by some many ppl..haha

i feel like wanted to protect mr..

oh ya! and the gangster, came back and apologize to us..

then wendy also in emotion,said out loud, apologize can't settle down the things..

gilian and i also involve..i know we should not be busybody..but hey, is gangsterism..it shouldn't be happen in college you know..

friends around try to advise mr to stood out..but..

nvm, the lecturer is protecting..all of us is protecting mr..

mr, don't worry, all of us always stay beside you..

you are right..you nvr did anything wrong, so you don't hv to scare...

gangster man! you are the one should be watc h out, and not mr..!!

don't ever mark mr, you dare to do then you should dare to face anything tht will be happen to you..

accept la you(gangster man)!!!

i think the whole coll lecturers will soon got know this..

don't ever salute to gangsterism..is 21st century nw...

-doR-

p1 wi-max!!

2009-03-31T04:09:00.000-07:00

i can online in Penang nowadays..

yuhoo...haha..

3 of us hv already sign up the p1 wi-max..

monthly pay is rm99 for 20Gb...so each jz pay rm33..

sound reasonable huh??

so i can update my blog whenever i meet somethings interesting or weirdo or..

like today..

during lecture time, my classmate(the most hated), he unsatisfied with our lecturer and have a argument with the lecturer..

oh god!! he is so brave enough!! but i think he was stupid enough..u did wrong, but u still want to argue..

now, his paper ---- waiting for fail..!!

sigh...in class, do your job as student and be silent whenever there are smth happen..

his first word to the lecturer is : SO YOU THINK YOU ARE BIAS LA!!!!!!

the whole get shocked and ....i don't know how to describe...is scary and suprise..

is live you know...haiz..

im hungry!!! im starving for foodsss now...!!! stop on9!!!!!

having steamboat tonight...im bankrup!!!

hungry --hungry--hungry

my tummy want foods..

toodle guys! really have to eat now...

have a nice day ya!!

-doR-

days and nightmare!!!

2009-03-28T03:25:00.000-07:00

iM blank!!

but i know my days and nightmare is going to begin..

coursework..coursework..coursework...

oh..damN it!!

and the due date is on the 30th of april...

can i managa to finish TWO coursework??????????????

CAN I??????

wiSh me luCk anD chEEr me Up...

-doR-

great trIp in aLor StaR...

2009-03-06T07:54:00.000-08:00

actually im quite tired today...

but i insist to blog..because i got so many things to blog on...

today, is my classmates fr penang have a trip to alor star...

there are 6of them..

james, xu wen, bee siew, jilian, kai li and chnytia..

i have my ride with kai li them..so they came and fetch me at around 9am..

then we have a meet with james them before they depart..

we take over for the whole journey..we depart at around 9.30am..

by right, we should actually reach alor star at around 11am..

but..there was some inconvinience happened during the journey...

is my first experience..chyntia and kai li was chit chating while i shut up at the back..

suddenly they were panik, i was shock..they told me the car temperature increase..

we decided to stop our car...james them were shocked too..

suddenly one car "pop" out infront of our car..he get down and ask us what was going on..

then he straight away open up the front of the car..

oh my gosh!!! smoke..is coming out..i get so shcok...

we were panik...then the guy keep "paul"in the water..

erm..im blur actually..but at last we mange to continue with our journey..

we drive very slow and we reach at 12pm..shock huh??haha..me too..

she sent her car to his uncle..

after tht, we went to lunch at nasi lemak ong which their purpose to come alor star..haha

i get mine for rm6.20(quite expensive actually) but a friend of mine..even more expensive..

james, he ate rm14!! wow!! cool man!

after lunch, we go for a short walk opposite the city plaza and jilian bought a jewelery..

mm..our next location is museum paddy..

haha..they look so happy with the huge drawing..

they keep shooting picture ..haha

after tht, they went for laksa near my hse...

so suprise, they love our ais-kacang..hoho, im proud of it...

after tht, they have a rest at my hse..

we depart again to our next location, telekom tower..

quite boring actually..

we lack of time..so many places they haven't pay a visit..

but they plan for the next trip again..so hope...come true..hee..

oh ya! we have our dinner at xantana..

the service very bad..but we enjoy the food..

haha..james was sweat after has his tom yam..he sweat a lot..

same to xu wen..but she is better than james..haha

while chyntia and jilian..they are nuts i guess??? hahaha..

they got no feeling with their extra sour and extra spicy tom yam!!

i really really shock..

they keep shooting all the way..

i hope i can get the pictures soon and share with you guys...

stay tune o!!

night night...

-doR-

long lost doR...

2009-02-27T09:01:00.000-08:00

wah..is been quite some time i nvr update my blog...

miss me huh??haha...

i get scold fr friend of mine..she ask me to update my blog..

then i told her i spent my time on dl'ing movie..

is true what...in penang, i nvr have chance to dl movies..

so, when i come back to hometown, for sure is time for me to revenge..

right??hahahahahhahaha....good right?? fully utilize my hse streamyx..

i got many things to blog when i was in penang but no line for me to blog..

so, when i come back, i don't feel blogging because nth happen..

same as today...

but..my cousin bring her baby boy to my hse..

so cute...my aunt scare he urine on my sis bed..

so, she carry him to my sink for him to urine..hahhaha

after urine, he laugh...so funny and cute..

my aunt keep saying he look alike me when i was a baby..

i don't really believe..then my sis "dig" out the old album and search for my baby photo..

suprisingly, we really look alike..now i know how cute am i when i was a baby..wahkaka

don't jealous you ppl..blek

oh ya! today i also went to yahoo game to search for fun games..

i've dl tropix2 which i like the most..i try to crak it but fail!

urgh! who have full version of tropix 2??? pls donate to me...(T.T)

i love to play childish games..haha

quite fun actually....i just wanna make my life more colourful..hee..

oh ya..recently, i plan to open one more line, digi line..

i was so suprise when i saw the plan..so cheap and worth it...

maxis --- totaly like suck! but wat to do..i still have to use it because my whole family using..sigh

maxis service was so bad...i really hate the malay girl tht serve us...

if you ppl want to know who is her..

let me tell you, she work in pacific alor star, maxis shop..go search for her and boo her..!

i love good service..ain't m'sia gov is promoting "be polite culture" to all m'sian???

why don't they use it????? we, customers buy their service and they should pay good service to us...

a "tiny" smile can't even show on your face?? what so hard to do so???

i think i should provide a smile class for those who do not know how to smile..haha

mm..one more thing suddenly hit my mind..

last few days, my roomate receive a call..unknown call..

actually this unknown phone her many times in the past..

tht felow, wtf, he ask my friend to have phone sex with him..

this kind of ppl should be embbarassed..he is not respecting girls!!!

wtf!! i forget the num...mayb one day i should bulletin it and let ppl out there play a fool with him..

see how ugly he fell!!

i better don't spoilt my mood because of this ugly, stupid, useless and whatever less him!!!

my neck is hurting now..i guess i should put a full stop here..hee..

have a nice day!

-doR-

happy velentine...

2009-02-14T05:18:00.000-08:00

today is valentine day..

every couple should now having their sweet dinner..

or in movie..

or beach..

while me..

sigh, sitting in my room..serve internet..and eating HAR MEE!!

what a pity girl huh??

i also wish that now i can be with my lovely bei here..

unfortunately..

i miss him so much...

i love him so much...

i appreciate him so much..

i love his arm so much...

i love his soft lips so much..

there are one hundred and one things i love in him...

today,

appreciate every minute every second you spend with him/her..

no one can replace the love that she/he give to you...

no argue, no misunderstanding should be mention..

say what u have to say that you nvr say to him/her today..

do the best for him/her today...

say deeply in your heart - I LOVE YOU to him/her...

kiss him/her truely..

hug him/her in your warm arm as tight as u can...

appologize to what you have did to him/her on the past..

frame the sweet moment you have with her/him nicely...

HAPPY VALENTINE, COUPLES....

-doR-

i want to get enough sleep!!!

2009-02-11T18:41:00.000-08:00

finally i can on9 in penang..

im now in college..

8.30am class and reach college at 7.30am..

sound insane right??

but in my class, is not!!

my classmates, often reach class an hour earlier...

if you do not do so..

ah ha!! you will never get the good place to sit..

really insane!!

this makes me feel so sleepy for the whole lecture..

i want enough sleep!!!

-doR-

cny is coming around....

2009-01-24T08:33:00.000-08:00

my college life is back at last...

but this sem i don't seen to be enjoy tht much...

im taking two subject which is biz environment and biz focus...

actually two of this sub the same..

we study the same thing in a time...

so boring...

but no matter what, i need to pull myself to enjoy them...

i love PENANG so mucchhh...

i miss the place..

i can go redbox, shopping..everywher i want to go..

but this sem i should cut down everything..

and my elaun hope can make more saving...

but in tht week, i go redbox for once...

visit gurney for at least 3times, prangin mall 1 time and farlim night market 1 time..

haha..see, thts me while in PENANG..

im a bad girl huh??haha...

but i hope i change myself this time..

hmm...

CNY is around..tomorrow is the day for reunion

although i don't really talk much with my cousin them..

but i enjoying the atmosphere of reunion..is fun!

it happens once in a year..

so every reunion should be appreciate and should be keep in diary...

tomorrow is going to be a very busy day...

especially my mom, cook and prepare for the praying..

tomorrow is also a day for us to pray our ancestor..

wishing them CNY too in heaven...

miss my grandma tht in heaven..

i dream of my grandma once when i was in primary..

she wake me up to school, she told me..

Doreen, is already 6am, is time to wake up to school..

if not you will be late..

i get shock fr tht dream and i awake,and guess what?

the time is really 6am..so i trust my grandma is around us to take care of everyone of us..

hmm...

don't know what to type on..so i decide to have my fullstop here.

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE!

-doR-

wiSh me lucK buDDy...

2009-01-14T20:23:00.000-08:00

mm..two more days to go for my insurance rivision...

i look like get force...but with this examination..

help a lots to my family...it does...

i have failed once..so i do wish not to fail again..

wish me luck if u do read this blog...=' (

y'day, i nearly get frust on myself...

i realise tht all the while im rivision the wrong ans...

ergh! what should i do???

im so lazy to do this rivision..

actually im not interested on it..

but what to do..??

i have to get interest into it..

do you really know??

if u fail, means u waste approximately rm2++!!

can u imagine how lots the money has been wasted??

thts y i said i wish i can pass this time...

i still have more to go...who can help me rivision???

then u story to me..haha

ain't good idea???

k..gonna continue my study...

before end..im trying to upload the photo during my trip in genting

erm..i don't know whether i know how to upload it or not..haha

if u are luckly then u will see the pic appear..haha

wish me luck o!

we just reach genting(around 5.30am)...so cold!

fr left: Mr.Sia, Mr. Thong and Ms Tan....Ms Heng, the camera girl

the mist was so thick and it really cold ...

we are moving the lobby...

still eating bread?? so hungry?? she is a hungry ghost..haha

haha..finally is me..in the toilet...

the main door of first world hotel...

err..what am i doing???

haha.. my head..im so brave enough to stand by with the wild animal

Mr. Sia, why r u copying me?? ( is i force him, haha!)

erm..i with....i don't know leh..

husban and wife..waiting to operation room??

" actually there are still more, i will upload it when i get them"

toodle!

-doR-

2009-01-05T09:24:00.000-08:00

suddenly i feel some hate feeling on tht guy..

i don't know why..

but i already promise to my friend nvr blame or hate him..

but..the strong feeling suddenly hit me..

i get hurt although is non of my biz..

a small tears ouzz out from my eyes..

suddenly..

i feel sad

pain

speechless..

but i will heal it..

i will not hate him or anything to him..so,

my only hope is...

wish my friend wll be happy to what she did now.....

no matter how, i will always support u..

as a friend, i guess i can also say this 3words..

i love u, friend..gambateh!

-doR-

take granted of it....

2009-01-03T08:37:00.000-08:00

today is my 3rd day of writing blog in e blogger..

wondering is there anyone reading my blog??

haha..

i guess won't be anyone..

sigh..today i break my promise again..

i never study at all..

wondering what m i doing for whole day..

but..

today, i have a small talk with one of my friend..

understanding the situation she facing now..

now i refresh back, do my opinion or advice help her?

mm..hope do help...

im quite sad and shocked..

i've know a lots of things tht i nvr espect before..

but, at least let me know well in a person..

and know how to manage a relationship well..

a relationship do really need

~ trustworthy

~ appreciation

~ truth of each

~ understanding well

those are the simple priciple should every couple have but if don't have,

a relationship will get injured..the injured will has a scare will nvr been recycle..

and the love shape will not in perfect anymore and the scare can be seen...

she ask for my help..

im wondering, is it right for me to put in my hand?

but she really ask for my help...

although i don't really want because i got no right..

but at last, i still put in my hand...

i really hope the relationship has some improvement...

but am i a busy body???

is quite sad when i get know there is a fight or break among the couple..

is hurting...

im stuck here..don't know what to write on...

sigh...

but i've learn, we should grabe every opportunity tht appear..

no matter what the last ans is...

but at least we give it a try..

every opportunity even though is a tiny opportunity..

we should also take granted on it..

nvr let it go...

oh ya! i wanted to post out the pic for this few days..

but i always forget..so now i wanted to post it up..

haha..

sigh..i don't save this pic in my dekstop..

wtf..

nvm..tomorrow i will post it..

haha

-doR-

my daily routine...

2009-01-02T07:45:00.000-08:00

today is my busy day...

my alarm rang at 7am but im lazy to wake up tht early...

so i wait for mom to wake me up...haha

around 7.30am, my mom woke me up..

i have my bath, wait for my parents to get ready..

we went to market...trying to buy pjmas but too sad..

no pjmas sell in the market..so weird..

cny coming soon..why don't sell?

mm..after market, went home for breakfast and begin my work..

3of us..dad, mom and i co-operate to clean all the windows and door..

after that...i don't really remember what i busy..

haha..kinda old..lost memory..

but one thing i remember the most is...have a sweet phone talk in the evening..

shh..i just share with you..don't go share around o..

hee...

night, went for dinner with my family and cousin..

friend of mine phone me that there will be a gathering..

but i didn't know tht..but at least i know at the end..

sorry friends, i can't make it because i need to accompany my family...

hmm..i just realise that everytimes there is a gathering..

there will be someone missing..

haha...definately, is me...!

i don't know why i always PPK???

i hope i will join the gathering..miss some friends that no contact so much...

what a waste this time i didn't go...

sigh....

im so tired today..

want to have a rest after a short while...

but i break my promise..i nvr study at all for my insurance exam..

gosh! i hope i won't mess up my exam..

i don't want to make my mom disappointed again..

so, tomorrow i need to study and nvr break my promise again..

if i break..i guess i need some punishment..

who want to punish me??

haha..is a chance for u to revenge o...

oh ya! today is the 2nd day of 2009..

i still wish everyone

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

-doR-

iM stiLl neW...

2009-01-01T06:55:00.000-08:00

i spend the whole night to understand, to get know of this blogspot...

my god..im still stuck..

i really useless..im poor in using internet especially blogging stuff..

i think those who read my blog, will laugh at me..

as loud as they can...

HAhaHAhaaaa.....

even myself also laugh at myself...

actually i love to blog..

but i don't really love to share..

but now, i will how to share..

do you know y i don't love to share??

you want to know??

ermm...

should i let you know?

ok la, seen im learning how to share..

so i decided to tell you...

i want to blog and i love to blog is because i can release many things

* my anger

*my sadness

*my uselessness

*(can even talk bad about ppl and no worry about letting ppl know)

haha..i guess the last point is bad..and is also immoral..

tell you, don't learn..

see who have the helpful heart, can teach me how to use..

haha...

im going to genting soon..yeepie!

i will try to upload my pic here..

but still wondering whether should upload some pictures that are not allow???

but, i never start my rivision yet for my insurance exam..

sigh, tht time i fail once...and my mom told me she waste approximately rm2++

i feel guilty honestly..

so this time, i should pass..

i should PASS!!!

rmb to cheer my up o...

and today is a brand new day and a brand new year..

is 1/1/2009

this means that you should forget all the sadness, badness or anything tht end with "ness" and is bad throw into the recycle bin

and today is time to begin your brand new life and ready for more and more challenges

on your marks! get set! choose yourself whether you want to go or not

my last wishes to everyone....

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

-doR-